players cant be played.

lets start off with the bad shit first.
alright, i texted dillon today, we texted for like about 5 minutes than he stopped texting me. and i suprisingly wasnt trippin'. im not gonna text him first. if he wants to text me first he can. im getting over it. he lost me. so fuck him :] i can find so much better. someone whos not gonna use me to get points. someone whos not gonna hurt me. hopefullyy.
ah, so my mom isnt gonna give me any more money and not take me anywhere anymore. i have to walk everywhere unless someone comes and gets me and thats probally not gonna happen cause i live way to far from ALL my friends. its not walking distance and i wont have any money for the bus. :/ fucky my life. and she was yelling at me cause i dont have a job, or my licnsese yet and im not gonna graudate subbosbly..
well listen bitch. i dont have a job cause do you understand how fucking hard it is to get a job when your 17 and stilll in high schoool!? huh? no? exactly so shut the fuck up. and ive been reading my book to study for my permit test. so calm the fuck down. and im gonna graduate just because you say im not. so when i graduate and you see me walking to get my diploma im gonna smirk at you and give you a middle finger. thats what im gonnna do. im gonna fucking prove you and everyone else wrong! at least i have brandi to motivate me to graduate. she has faith in me! thank god for her. speaking of her, were getting realllllly close again and i like it. were gonna have a sleepover this weekend and go hit up some parties! :)) were gonna become players cause were sick of boys hurting us! hahahaha. as long as i have her ill be okay. shes honestly my bestfriend. shes been there through everythingg. i love that whore more than anythinggg. im so thankful shes in my life. i became super close with people this break. like brian, and cj. i mean me and brian were close but were like super close. and me and cj are super close too! that niggas my pic<3
as long i stay in this moood ill be okay. ill make it through.
i just hope this year is diffrent.