I cannot live I cant breathe unless you do this with me.

i hungout with vee last night. it felt like we still hangout everyday which was cool. nothings really changed. expect she looks diffrent, drives and we've both matured alot. but it was still like bree&vee. we still sang really loud to all our songs, and laughed at all the stupid things. i missed her. i hope we start to hangout more. im not saying were gonna be bestfriends again but she needs a friend and its gonna be. i have a bestfriend. and she has one, we just need each others support. im always gonna love her, shes always gonna be my moonunit. <3
Ah! so, well me and vee hungout with alyssa, some girl kate, kyle and vince yesturday aslo and that boy that goes to my school that im kinda into hangs out with them and kyle mentioned something to vince about how i thought he was cute and what not so vince decideds to text the boyyy and puts ina good word for me and tells him that me and him should get together and he said yeah, maybe but hes not lookin lookin for a relationship right now. and vince said hookup buddies then? and he saidddd yeah thats what i was thinking. and then my friend alyssa tells me that she talked to him and she said so i heard you talk to bre? and he said yeah in school but not outside of school and she was like oh well she thinks your cute and he said i think shes cute too :)WOOOO! ha. but the only bad thing is, is that i dont wanna be just a hookup. i just got out of something like that and it was horrible :/ i dont wanna be another fuck then him leave me then me get all attached and be all heartbroken. im over being heartbroken! but kylee and vince and them were saying how hes not like that. hes the sweeetest boy ever. which he is. hes like really nice. which is a plus. FINALLY a nice boy ! but i guess im just gonna kick back look cute and let him come to me.
well since im already speaking of boys. i dont know if i want too go up to moval to see jacob. like i want too to kick it with him, and edward and jimmy and them but i know shits gonna happen with jacob and like i said i dont wanna get attached then get heartbroken! but i wanna see him again ): da fuck! i dont even know.
and brad.. i dont think i can like him or go out with him again cause what he did to me and hes a big ass stoner now. like.. uhmm.. no. i dont like that. hes so diffrent now. hes how i wanted him to be when i broke upw it him. now hes that boy and i dont like it. AKLSFHALFHA! im so complicated. hahahaha. oh well.
fuck all this boy drama. my main goal is to graduate<3 WHICH, i will!