i said i never let you go

ah, im so freaking excited for this weekend. i get to see my hoface. go shopping, ima party wiff some friends, hang out with cute boys, go boy shopping and porbally get fuckedup. ha. i shouldnt have said i'm done getting fuckedup cause i know im not. im juss getting started! :p ahh, i dont know. but im gonna have fun this weekend, i wont let anything get to meeeh.
so, i kinda found a new boy. well like 5 actuallllly. hahaha. there's this SUUUPER cute kid richard in my 2nd period and when he walked in he was like hey babe thanks for last night it was fun and winked at me in front of my friends juan and anthony and they started laughing and i was like wait, what're you talking about?! and he was like dont pretend you dont know what im talking about and i was like ahhh what the fuck cause i was confused and he was joking. he likes to joke wiff me alot. and i wrote him a note saying "your a straight up fag<3" juss being my flirty self and he wrote one that says "breanna <3 richard with all her heart always and forever" acting like i wrote it and i was drew him a picture of me and him holding hands and it said bre & richard with a smiley face and i drew an arrow pointing to the back and in big bold letters i wrote NOT! and he acted like he got all sad and threw it away and we kept flirting and stuff and im the TA for the office 4th period and he came in late from lunch and was like damnn look at this little cutie behind the counter and i smiled and so did he and he walked out and after 4th period i had to take something to a teacher and he was walking like next to me but more behind me and he was like damnnn baby dont ever say you dont have an ass again cause you do, and its cuuuute. and i laughed and told him to shutup and we flirting a few more times and than he left. he's super cute. i like 2nd period now :] bahahahahah! and ive been talking to old flings lately and its kinda weird but its chill i guess. i need a a boy but im dont think ima get back wiff or hookup again with old flings cause we stopped talking for a reason right? i dont knowssss but i know ill find a boy soon. i aint trippppin no mores. ill hopefully find someone this weekend when i go b0iiiiiiiii shopppinnn. fgucasfkhasklfs;


i need something to do wiff my hair =/
its pissing me off.
its toooooo long and way to plain.
i think ima dye it and cut it or something idkkk


for once, in a loooong time everything's starting to work out for the better, and everything's finally okay.
im actually content<3