fuckshitniggerbitchcuntface

my phone wont turn on, and my mom wont get me a new phone for 100 dollars cause i dont "deserve" a phone for being such a bad kid. i guess since ive been hanging out with certian people ive changed. im not the old bre?! what the fuck. alright, dont buy me a phone cause of that. that's fucking cool. ill juss go get a job and get my own fucking phone. and i will. i dont care what kinda job i get, i think i deserve a phone. im getting goooood grades and doing so much better in school than ever and yeah ive been smoking alot more but im not doing like mad drugs like i would be if i was in fullerton. you taught me not to judge people and look what your doing?! you've never kicked it with my friends. you dont know how they are. they wont put me in a situation to hurt me, so your being a fucking hyprotical bitch dude. suck my dick.

seriously people need to stop underestamating me. they look down on me and tell me i cant do this, or i wont do this, or im not "capable" of doing this. i am, i proballly just dont want too. people tell me im a fucking whimp, and i cant fight but ive never gotten into a fight but ive been told when im mad i have a hard punch. im not scared to fight. i have a mouth and i dont know when to shut up to certian people and its not like i back down or anything i just have friends that step in and take over. yeah ill admit a year ago i was a little baby, when i heard someone was talking about me i'd cry, i hated confrotation, i hated being yelled at, i hated when people hated me, but now i can care less, hate me, ill like it more :] cause when you keep running your mouth about me, it makes me feel good to be known im talked about, so fuck off. people also dont think im smart enough. im smart, i know i am. i just dont apply myself because im more worried about boys, friends and other shit than schoool. ill snap out of this stupid teenage stage of mine and pass high school, you juss have to let me and not pressure me too. the more you pressure me and push me to pass high school the more lazy ill be. i wont take directions from you. if you think your gonna make me pass, trust me. you wont. you can tell me all you want, i wont listen to you. i wont pass for anyone but myself and when i feel the time's right, ill do it. but i will do it. even if its a year or so after im supposto graduate. at least i graduate right?! and boys, BAHAHAH! you think you can come in my life, get what you want, break my heart and leave!? if you think so, your sadly mistaken. im stronger than you think. if i let you come in my life, and you fuck me over, yes ill probally cry at first but trust me i wont cry for long. ill get over it and move on with my life, so if you plan on breaking my heart and totally ruining my life, it wont happen. i dont fall in love easily. ive never been in love. i like boys easily, and i get atttached super quick but i will never let myself fall in love so easily like ive seen my friends. i WILL keep my gaurd up and make you break it down. you wont get what you want as easily as you think. i wont have sex with you the first day i meet you, or kick it with you. i probally wont even kiss you. you wont get what you want, so if you think you will. your SADLY mistaken. dont even try it. ive been fucked with my whole life, ive been broken down and hurt more times than i can count, ive gone through more boys and gotten hurt by EVERY single one of them and it took me 4 years to finally reliaze that boys just want ONE thing nothing else and they'll lie to your face and tell you the cuuuutest things to get what they want and dip and im stronger than letting some patheic boy do that to me. im not gonna be your little sex toy you can play with. im not gonna be that girl you can hurt over and over again and expect me to come back, cause im growing up and not letting myself be a foool. underestaitmate me some more, but juss watch when i prove you all wrong.