so everything's slowly starting to work out for the best. im getting all my friends back slowly. i made "peace" with like 6 people and i feel so much better. me and brandi are finally back to how we were before. the only person i really need to talk to is chuck. that's gonna be a tough one. i wrote him a loooong ass note about everything and how i feel and stuff. i hope me and him get back to how we were. he says he dosent want me out of his life, but he sure does act like it. i dont know anymore. im gonna try and try until i finally get him back and i wont give up till i do. he dosent understand how much he means to me. well he might after he reads the note. i have this gut feeling that he'll come back. im not losing hope juss yet.
hopefully this weekend me and brandi get away. i need to get away and think about ALOT of things. boys are so god damn confusing. shieeet. im over chris. i think. i need a new boy. and if i dont find one i KNOW ima be attached to chris still. damn me and my attachment to boys, =/ but i know once i go boy shoppping this weekend ima find a new one and ill be over chris. and that's all i need. welll someone from the past is comming back, well 3 people actuallly and im not sure if its goood or not. well seee.
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