Monday, January 26, 2009

saleouts always die

yeah, too bad im not dead yet. HA.
well actually im not a fucking saleout so fuck you.
ive never said im "straight edge" ive juss said i DONT like weed and i dont smoke it.
and today yes i did smoke weeed. thats not saling out. it might be but WHATTHEFUCKEVER. i dont do it regualaryi havent done it in forever like 6 months before this, and like before that i didnt smoke in years & after today its safe to say im never gonna fucking doing it again. i took three hits and i couldnt function. i went to get a water cup and i couldnt walk straight, i couldnt see straight. christina had to fucking hold me as i was walking. it was so hard to walk up the stairs. my 4th period class sat outside with our pilliows and books and i couldnt even read without feeling like the whole world was spinning, so i went to the restroom and right as i walk in i throw up. i threw up twice & i was in the bathroom for like 15 minutes and the teacher and the fron office lady came and got me and i couldnt walk, they called my mom and i fell asleeep on the chair in the front office and i kept thinking & dreaming of weird things and everything hurt and was weird and i got home and threw up three more times and than i fell asleeep and i had a werid dream. i woke up crying. whatthefuck, this is the worst trip ive ever had. my mom was gonna take me to the doctors and im glad i didnt cause i told her i was high & she was freaking out. fuck weeeed, fuck it. i fucking hate it. im like never gonna smoke that shit again. it was probally laced with something. fuuuuck i still feeel like shit, this is so lame >:l ahfjajkgfa!

so yeah, imstarting to look at the brighter side of things & im quite happpy now.

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