i really miss vee.
were going to disney land on monday i think.
ah, i know when we hang out everythings gonna be okay.
i listened to the adventure and i cried so hard ):
i know im not making an effort anymore, but its only cause i know if i try and be close again she's gonna go leave me for vince like she did.
and i think im juss saving the hurt for something else.
i dont know.
but i really want things to go back to the way they were.
but i have this feeling we might soon enough.
its almost been a fucking year dude.
holy shit.
wow, that's been the craziest fucking year of my life.
i miss it ):
oh what id give to go back to it.
but thats never gonna happen.





i cant get the fact that people are telling me he's a "man whore"
like what the fuck.
i dont wanna hear that the boy i like is a man whore.
its like making me more insecure cause i dont wanna get hurt.
woah, now im gonna be all ajsfgjkafjaparanoid.
sweeeet.
"/
but these people are telling me cause they care.
i think im hanging out with him tommrow.
ill see whatsup, im gonna have a reallly serious goood talk with that loser.
bahh. this is bugging me now.
fack ))):