my hopes are always so high, and set on one thing, and one way or another they always seem to get crushed //:
i always go for the wrong boys. i always go for the "bad asses" and the man whores and the reallly fucking hot ones that everyone drulls over. i seem to get fucked over in the end. sadly i KNOW imma get fucked over but i still risk it. i know i shouldnt cause i always end up crying and than regretting ever liking that person. you'd think i'd learn the first time. ha, guess not.
there's no one out there i know imma be in a relationship cause they all juss wanna fucking hit it and quit it and im not gonna give in to that. i needta stop saying how bad i wanna bang this one boy at my school, cause now that all he wants. shitshitshitshit.



not having my phone kinda like a stress reliver, so now im not texting all these boys and getting confused. mm, wait that sounded like imma slut or something! hahah, chit i hope people dont take that the wrong way.
i needta go boy shoppping.
mm, ill juss buy a cute boy on ebay(: