Wednesday, March 3, 2010

im not sure anymoreeee

Im finally starting to not to be so insecure about myself.
i mean im still not comfortable with my weight but im sure every girl is.
im gonna start to work out soon and hopefully lose some of my chub. im juss glad im not like super fat, or super skinny like gross skinny.
i guess ima little overweight. but oh well. fuck itt.
and im starting to like my freckles.
i balrey wear any face make up anymore. i put some on but i dont reapply it all the time anymore. well i take that back, i do but not as much as i use too.
im over getting called a freckle face. yeah i have freckles and there MY own uniqunesss. and i like them. fuck what everyone else thinks.
i got called pretty alot this past week and a half, and im like really happy:) im not getting called ugly and thats all i want.
this is my confidence booost i need.
& not having my phone to argue with poeple is actually cool too. im not trippin on not havin it.
i know ill get it this weekend, and get off grounding finally! and then hangout with brian, & mistyyy :} my faviorate peoplee!
im glad me and misty are close now. shes the chillest girl ever. shes like one of my bestfriendss.
since mine dosent seem to care about me anymore.. :/ hahaha. fuck it.



the only bad thing is i miss my friends.. i lost a couple of the most amazing people ive ever met.
and it fuckin sucks. but ill live.. hopefully.

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