so its offical, after 4 years of us being bestfriends its all over with? no longer friends with tori.
:/
ive never actaully dropped her before. ive always got into arugments with her then like an hour later we made up, but this time its diffrent.. and honestly i feel so lost without her im like lowkey stuck.. who am i gonna sing on the top of my lungs to hawthrone heights with? smoke ciggerates, and drive arond, have sleepovers, get drunk in my backyard and like.. call my bestfriend? noone. im over having a bestfriend. i really am. they always fucking give up on me and im so over it. HA. like really, i really am. its so dumb.. oh well. fuck it. i can make it on my own. hopefully.
but me and misty are like super close and im super stoked, shes chill as fuck :D i love her!
and, i like a new boy but hes a player i guess.. and in front of all his friends, or if were in a group he lowkey will hold my hand under the table where were smokin' at, but when were alone he's super cute! like he'll hold me and like kiss my forhead and shit but like we get back wheere everyone else is, im like non exisitng. there's so many reasons for it, and im like thefuuuuuck! its dumb. i juss dont know. i hope i actually get something good out of this, and not get hurt. like lowkey i really wanna boyfriend.. :/
ugh, whatever.
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