me and tori NEVER fight and we have latley.. and its really starting to get to me. like it feels like were gonna juss get sick of each other than theres another bestfriend i lost. but im gonna keep my head up and hope that dosent happen. and im sure it wont. we've been bestfriends for like 4 years, if we've dealt with each other for 4 years we can handle little fights. and we've been through WAY more than this.
ive been seeing brandi alot more now that i go downtown more often. and its always good to see her! im so glad me and her are still close even though we've been through so much bullshit. i still consider her one of my bestfriends. i love talking to her when im upset. she makes everything better. shes like a mom to me. its cute (:
i kinda miss vee... :/ but than again whats done is done, whats in the past is in the past and theres no turning back now.
i dont know what to do!
go for someone who i have a feeling is a man whore, and will off and on talk to me and will be gayy and probally only wants to get in my pants, or wait for who knows when for the boy im IN love with who dosent want anything to do with meeee or juss be single and say fuck it and dont talk to any boys?!
ashflahflas i know what i SHOULD do, but i cant. i dont wanna be single, i dont wanna not talk to a boy. i feel so alone and i HATE it duuuuude. like i really do :/ ive been single for too long and fucked with too much and i juss wanna find love and be happy!
but i guess it takes time.
i missss a certian boy from my past i know i shouldnt miss but i see him alot now and i cant handle seeing him and his new girl like AHH! fuck. whatever.
time heals all.
things are gonna get better over time.
i juss have to br strong and live my lifeeee.
right?
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I kind of miss you too. :@
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