if i could go back and do it one more time, i would have done it right.

"i'm done with everbodys bullshit maybe it's about time to finally move on but no matter how much i want to i know its not even slightly possible. i miss how things used to be, but doesn't everybody? story of my life, it's great."
^^^ AFUCKINGMEN!



ive learned to deal with shit, and dont let it affect me as much as i do.
now when a boy fucks me over i sit, cry for a while like a normal human being would do than keep moving on and never look back.
when people start shit, or talk shit ill laugh give them the hand, and walk away cause im not gonna lower myself to thier level.
and when i think im gonna break down ill tell myself im stronger than this, way stronger and way better than this. cause I AM wether you agree or not.
people tend to think im this weak thing that cant fight my own battles, or that im an emotional wreck well YOUR WRONG!
i can fight my own battles, i just have a very over protective bestfriend who will fight anyone who starts shit with me before i could even throw a punch, shed already be getting down with that person. sorry that my bestfriend cares about me and dosent want me to get in a fight. if shes not there ill still run my mouth juss as much as when im with her and i will back my shit up and run my mouth and if it comes down to it ill fight, and i may or not get my ass kicked but at least i stood up for myself, right?
and for boys, HA! im stronger than most of the fucking people i know. yeah, ill cry over a boy, or be upset over a boy but im not like some people who get all emotional and shit. im not saying its bad, being emotional is part of life but i dont break down like most people. ive reliazed boys come and go, and theyll come and go for the rest of your life. well until your married, and yeah everytime you get fucked over, or broken hearted it get harder, BUT it makes you stronger too. and i havent been all emotional, and when i am its fucking forsure not about boys. its about the bullshit with my parents and other shit in my life. boys dont matter to me. i havent cried over a boy in forever. like a couple months. but i also havent had a thing with a boy in like 4 months. but i AM STRONG. dont agree, or you think diffrent?! HA! i dont give a 2 shits of what you fucking think.
i will make it, ill make it with or without friends to support me.