i blame myself for you turning to drugs, i dont blame anyonee else but me. i feel like after we didnt talk for those 2 monthss you started hanging with those kids, and they do drugss alot so you did it cause you were around theeem. i dont even knowww. i just feel like if we still hung out everydayyy or at least almost everyday you wouldnt have turned to those fucking drugs. like snorting adroal?! you know that shit's straight speed. everyoneee told meee. ive asked at least 8 people in the past 3 days since i last saw you. yeah its fucking speed and the sad thing is i dont doubt you doing it again when you told me you wouldnt, /: but its my shit to deal with. its YOUR life, if you wanna hang out with the druggies, and fuck up your life BE MY GUEST. i didnt wanna say this but i dont caree anymore. im sick of trying to help people and ME getting hurt in the process, i wont stand for that shit anymorreeee. im not trying to be a hyprocite cause yeah im doing drugs this weekend but im not doing speed, and this will be the first time in a while ive been doinggg this spefic drug. i dont do that shit everyday like some people i know :[ god, peoplee i care about piss me the fuck off. i kinda wish drugs werent so popularrr, or not everyonee knew about them. escipally people who are GOOOD people, with GOOOD intentions, have GOOOOD lifes, and have there whole life ahead of them.
ughhh, whateverrr.
im just happy im leaving for 5 days with toriiii<3
getting away from the BULLSHIT in DRAMAparkkkk,
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stfu hypocrite
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