the adventure.

"i cannot live i cannot breath unless you do this with me"
i heard those words singing from the computer this morning.
i sat there, than went on my photobucket and saw ALL mine and vee's old picture.
it brought tears to my eyes. GO FIGURE.
but she's happy, so i guess i am too.

i was talking to my friend in one of my classes and we were talking about the past and i reliazed i fuckedup with alot of people. mostly boys. i relaized who was good, when i thought they werent. who i wish i never woulda let go, who hurt me, who didnt, and all this kinds of bullshit. i wish i could say sorry and tell everyone what i think without caring.
but i cant.
:/

i dont even talk to my BESTFRIEND anymore. we've tallked every single day for the past year a hlaf and juss not talking randomly for almost a week is killing me. i need her. fuuuuh. am i loosing her?! shit. i dont even wanna think about that right now.


so, i got stabbed in the eye today with a pencil and it started bleeding.
me and cody were joking and we were play fighting and i had a penicl in my hand and he said to smell my hand cause it smelt like banana's and he hit my hand to my face and my fucking pencil stabbed my in the eye lid and i have a bruised eye lid. it started bleeeding. and than douchebag walked me to christina's house. wow, things between me and him have changed. he's so fucking stupid. like he was saying the stupidest shit and talking about other girls in front of me like WTF. hellllllooo im right there. dont you see when you talk about other girls i get sad? god boys are so fucking blind its patheic.
i was talking to about 6 boys, like TALKINGTALKING. juss having fun, like flirting. and they all slwoly started to fuck me over in the amount of like 3 days..
shit. and this one boy i like alot is talking to some girl but keeps flirting with me kinda. idk >:/ fuuuuck. i need a boy to play with. HAHAHA.

theee only thing im happy about is to see chuck.<3