fuckyouasshole.

you know how to break me down.
you know exactly what to say.
i break up with you, i try to get you back, it dosent work i get completley over you, than i kinda start liking on you again, than i find out you cheated me and i get over you again, than you text me and say how you wanna come fucking see me?! what the fuck. i was better off without you, now you got me thinking about how much i fucked up. you were like perfect, you treated me like a fucking princess, you know how to make me smile even when i didnt want too, you had the cutest way to kiss me, and to hold me, and my hand, and you made me laugh non stop, you were my momuntuem, i was your antidrug, and like i saw myself falling for you than i got scared and broke up with you =/
and now i hear you have a new girl and it makes me jealous cause now she gets you, she had what i had and thats the world.
if i see you this weeekend imma break down. i know it. im gonna want to kiss you and be all cute with you like how we use too but i wont be able too. fuck i dont know why i want you back so bad all of a sudden. fuckfuckfuck. i dont know what to do. i guess well see this weeekend..
i need to do what makes me happy, but i know if i get back with you ill be happy for a while, than do the same shit i did before and i wont be happy anymore, and ill keep saying "what if.."