I did alot of thinking last night, and i came to the conclusion i dont need anyone but myself.
i dont need anyone to make me happy but myself.
im more then okay on my own.
why have a boy? there pointles cuase evetnually there gonna break my heart, and why waste days months or even years on a boy whos gonna juss hurt me in the end?
i dont neeed that.
i need to get my licnese, go to college and get my shit together before i even start to think about boys.
plus theres no boy i even wanna date / talk too. cause after a week or so they turn into fucking douchebags.
the only boy who i want juss likes to fight with me everyday of my life and wont forgive me for breakin his heart SO FUCKING LONG AGO..
and i dont neeed that.
im not giving up on boys, im juss not gonna go chase them.
if the right one comes around, then welll let fate get us together or not.
if not, fuckit. IM HAPPY WITH MYSELFF.