Im stuck.

Theres so many things I dont know what to do withhh?!
- i have two people who were both the BESTfriends ive ever had, and they hate each other and i want them both to be my bestfriends, but i cant. i pretty much have to choose but i dont wanna ):
- i like someone i know i shouldnt, hes the past thoughh. we already had our time and its over but i still have feelings.. and the guy im dating is fucking me over in front of my face and i wont let go.
theres other things too i just dont wanna say..
i dont even know what to do right now.
im a fucking mess.