i have a new group of friends, most people wouldnt accecpt them but there lifestyle and they way they treat me i feel so safe.
yeah, there straight vato's as you would say. but there not.
i got a big homie, and im his little homie.
i got my bestfrineds misty and christina!
:D
they make me laugh and we have fun.
ahhh, im so excited to go to the river this weekend. i dont give a fuck if im by myself. at least ima get away from this shitty city / state.
i saw tori on her 18th birthday. we barely talked.. it was pretty bad. i feel like i dont even know her anymore..
:/ whatever. shit happens though i guess?
were both going two diffrent directions, and after 4 years of a amazing friendship were actually driffting apart..
oh well.. i guess..
i have a new boy.. i guess?
i think he juss wants to fuck me. cause he awlays asks when were gonna smash. but he always laughs after. so who knows.
and he dosent kiss me or hold my hand in front of any of his friends. unless its jacob and roberto.. is he like ashamed of me or what?
i dont even know
he called me everynight since he got sent to riverside with his grandma when he got caught up.
ahhhh, i dont know. my big homie dosent like him. so that might be a problem since im with him everydayy and the boy comes to smoke with us everyday after school..
aksfjasklfjafa;
real shit though im not tryn to be another fuck, if you know what i mean?
whatever i guess. im use to guys juss wanting to fuck. but thats why ima wait till were either dating for a while or going out. that way ill know if he juss wants to fuck and leave?
i saw chuck at the bpm, and the guy i like is one of his good friends little brother..
and i guess the guy i like's brother told him that were talking and chuck flipped out and told me i get around the block and its funny?
someone's obviously still in love with me? AHHAHA. fuck it. he's long gone out of my life..
i think... :/
well anyways.. life's a bitch. end of the fucking story.
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