im never good enough.
obviously im not gooe enough if he's flirting with other girls and putting how he wants them on his myspace..
makes me feeel fucking amazing about myself.
im so fucking bad with boys, like its unbelievable "/
i needta get better at this whole being a better girlfriend shit.
i just want everything to work out, cause i have a goood feeeling about this one.
its been like six days, almost a weeek and ive alread cried like three times over him and the
shit he's pullled.
but im not givin up.

i hate being bestfriends with brandi, and tori, and having friends like vee cause they get
like every boy they want, or at least have boys on there nuts all the time.
and there all pretttttty fucking gorgoues.
blahhhh.



IM SO FUCKING HAPPPY THIS SHITTTY YEARS ALMOST OVER!
oh my god, so freaking happy its over.
this year... i cant even explain.
one fucked up year duuuude.
2009, its gonna be diffrent.